Sunday, April 29, 2012

But Do They Like Me Like Me, Like I Like Them?

Oh my goodness, oh my goodness.  I was all prepared to be patient and not get word back about P and M's response to my profile until Monday.  I mean, some people aren't moms and get days off, right?  So, to say I was pleasantly surprised to receive an email from my director saying P & M want to send my med records off to their doctor for approval, and from there, we'll move on to a conference and then a Magical Match Meeting!!!  So, I'm thinking that means they like me.  :)  I mean, it's not quite the "Are you kidding?  She's amazing!  We love her and want her to have our baby(ies) immediately!" that I was hoping for, but it'll do. ;)

No idea how long it will take the doctor's office to review my records, but that's what particular flavor of waiting we're doing right now.  I am rather nervous about this wait too, of course.  This doctor has already said no to one surro, and I don't know why.  The agency just said this doctor is apparently very strict.  So now I'm wracking my brain to try and imagine anything in my records that would paint me as anything less than a perfect incubator.

And then, the conference call...  Eek.  I think I'm more worried about the conference call than the eventual Lupron shots, and that's saying a lot.  But I am not what you would call "at ease" on the phone with new people.  In general, I battle a cripple shyness from my youth, but I am a lot better these days, especially with Tony to lean on.  But, on the phone, that's a different story.  I literally write a script when I'll be calling a new person.  So this is intimidating.  But my director has promised to give me a thorough pregame on the call, and I hope P & M will give me the benefit of the doubt if I come off like a blathering idiot.  Oh, and I'll also need to make the call from my sister's land line, because we've been getting ridiculously poor reception in our house as of late, and I'm sure that 70% of the call consisting of "How about now?  Can you hear me now?" will not make a positive impression.

I'm so excited about the possibility of P & M becoming *my* IFs.  This could really be happening!  Then testing, contracts, preheating and baby-making!  Could this really possibly happen by July/August, the time period during which I would prefer to get knocked up?! (Not that I'm terribly particular, but that would mean I don't have to be huge during blazing hot summers.)

I hope you're all having a fantastic weekend!

1 comment:

  1. U really know how to show on the excitement...i was lost in this and almost caught myself jumping off the couch screaming for you! lol
    I hope i'm that good ;)